Tomorrow is the 15th. It's the anniversary of several things, one of them being my quit smoking date. It's been 3 months since I quit for the second time. If I hadn't relapsed I would be celebrating one year but I relapsed so... Such is life. I am pretty proud of myself.
Tomorrow is the full moon and also a lunar eclipse. My horoscope said it would be all good and business related and it's the truth. I have two jobs and will be working hard by the weekend. I'm cleaning offices every night and that's not easy but it's not too difficult. It's physical work and I'm earning an honest paycheck. I like that.
My mind is racing today. You would think that all the money that will be coming in would ease my mind a little bit but the truth is that it's making me more aware of all the things we need to get done around here and all the things that we need to be saving money for. So the worries come in which is useless. This is old behavior, it used to be a daily ritual for me to worry about money. I am not going there again. I will find something else to occupy my mind. My life is so good right now, why mess that up with my anxieties?
I have my meeting tonight so I'm glad of that. I have things to do tomorrow and I need to prepare for that. I will focus on the things I can change and do something about. I love my life.