It's been a few days since I have written. I am busy busy and loving it. I am working every night just about cleaning doctor's offices and actually enjoying it. Tomorrow I start the second week as a rental agent with Avis. Wow. That's a hard job. I am overwhelmed with information but I like that. I want to be challenged on a regular basis. The biggest challenge for me is going to be working in the heat that has shot up past 110 degrees these past two days. That will be rough but I'm young and in great shape so I know I can do it.
I just got a call that my other employer needs someone to clean the V.A. building this weekend, oh hell yeah I'll do it. I need the money. It's great that I'm in demand. I've always been promoted quickly, I'm a hell of a worker and they are in short supply anymore. Have you worked with any of the "younger" set lately? They all feel like you should give them everything for nothing. I taught my kids a good work ethic and they have been successful. Jesus, half the battle is just showing up on time and ready to actually work. I've seen people ask when their break is as soon as they get to work. Really???? Get a grip.
I have been relaxing and enjoying the quiet this morning, decided to give my body a rest from the heat of the sun and the physical exercise. I am getting so much exercise at my jobs that I'm dropping weight already. It's amazing. I am on my feet a whole lot more. YAY for pounds and inches dropped. Pretty happy about that.
No word from my kids, I'm starting to give up hope. I don't think they'll ever talk to me again and I'll have to get to a place of acceptance about that. I go back and forth between grief and anger. I'm sure when I feel nothing at all is when I'll hear from them. What can I do? Nothing that's what. Just living life, living the dream and enjoying the hell out of our surroundings and the love and passion we still have for each other, even after all these years. Life is truly spectacular.