I have to get moving this morning. I need to do my Taebo and go for a run. I've gained 20 pounds since I quit smoking, thankfully the muscle has been maintained underneath my fat and I figure I will be able to stop eating so many sweets again someday. I can't seem to stop right now but I'm being more gentle with myself. I quit smoking for Gods sake. Of course I've gained weight, my body is freaking out without the chemicals and drugs it had for 28 YEARS!! Anyway, I need to get that workout done.
But here I sit. I sold Grandma's old sewing machine to a really nice older couple that I met on Craigslist. They came and picked it up yesterday evening. I have had so much luck on Craigslist. I must say I kind of have a knack for listing items, then following through with the emails with people and setting up appointments. We have made quite a bit of money.
I am also going out to the place I sent my resume to and filling out an official application. I have my reference page ready to give to him and the rest is out of my hands. I would love to get this job and if it's meant to be it will happen. We shall see.
I had a disturbing dream about my Mom this morning. I was thinking about my kids last night when I went to sleep. They aren't currently speaking to me because of some bad decisions I made. Now I don't know how I raised such judgmental children but apparently I did and they won't give me a break. I'm not allowed to make choices unless they approve of them I guess. Anyway, I was thinking of them and how my sister didn't speak to my Mom for years and it just breaks my heart to think my daughter might do that to me. So I had a strange and unsettling dream of my Mother. I usually don't dream of her. Mostly I'm waiting for her to show up in my dreams. But she was there with her new husband and it was really weird. I think it's weird to dream of the dead anyway but this one had a weird undertone and my brother Ryan was in it too. Unsettling.
OK, time to get moving. Happy Tuesday.